I've made my decision but why am i still looking back?? i thought i finally manage to overcome it? damn no ): i realize i was just faking.. for wad? i don't even know for wad and why.. -.- wad i told myself before was just a piece of shit !! why should i promise myself not to do this? its useless! i will still continue doing it!! :@ at the first place why should i bother??! if i don't bother, i will not do this???/ zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz -.- arghhhhhh