i finally tore those paper and OFF they go into the bin! but there's one thing that i dare not to throw ! ): but even if i did. nothing can stop me from _____... cause you're still in my head and still in my heart! i'm down today. but i still fake a smile. but among all the friends i have, only my junior, peilin knew i was faking a smile ^^.  sigh... i don't know wad to say liao. i don't know wad to do liao... why should i bother anyway? its no use! what the use of all this?!!!  sigh~~~~~~ so i should continue and keep working on it !! i don't want more tears rolling down my cheek because of you.. :'(