i've been trying to forget it. but i can't. All the memories are flowing in my head again. and there's still teardrops. its gonna be one month soon but i sill could not accept the fact?? why?? i'm tired ! :'(  i'm tired of thinking. i'm tired of crying. i'm tired of trying. i'm tired of missing. i'm just tired of everything!! :'( what else can i do? :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(