Half a year in 2010 is such a memorable time i had. So many memories. Sweet stuff ^-^ but the other half was an unexpexted. It was the bad time ever!!! So idk 2010= great or bad. And i don feel 2011 will be a great year for me :( i just don feel it.

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Sooo tiirreedd... Went for band and got my appointment liao...
Shane: assistant band major
Shaqim: assistant drum major
Me: assistant concert master
Oooohhh greaatt :x nvm i will try and do my very best. I will learn from david ^-^ jiayou athirah ^-^ yayness.. So now, wonderfools got two majors ^-^ yayness.. NYOHOHOHO.

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My tooth is pain!!! It wanna fall but its not falling :( i keep on forcing it to fall.... But the more i force the painful it is.... Same goes as hmmm..... Yeah... When its painful, u can never wanna hold it anymore.... Haizzzz.....
2011 please be good to me!!! Please make 2011 an awesome year!!! No more spending half a year crying... No more making my half a year fragile, hurt. 2011 please dont give me pain and hurt!!!!! Not anymore!!!

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I am just freaking confuse... I dont know wad i want... I don't know leh.... Haizzz...
I just dont wish to feel the pain and hurt again. You can never never know how i felt. I cant imagine myelf in that position again!
Arghhh.... Aiyoyooyo....

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Heyhey ^^ i am on my way home from visiting my grandpa at hospital...
I have not yet finished my holiday homework. Haizzz...

I..i...i've been feeling so weird. LOL!! but i know i should not feel this way. Darn it!!!

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SANTA CLAUSE IS COMING TO TOWN ! Merry christmas kiddoss ^^ !! Hope you have a great christmas ahead ! Be good , cause Santa doesn't like naughty kids (: P.S. Try not to ask for Athirah this christmas cause so many people want me for christmas that Santa can't possibly fulfil everyone's requests considering there's only one of me HAHAHA JOKE . MERRY CHRISTMAS PRICKS LOVE ALL OF YOU.
HOHOHOHO!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS ^^ HAHA.
ITS SO FUN WISHING EVERYONE MERRY CHRISTMAS.. Eventhough i did not celebrate christmas ^^ hahahahaha.

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I cried! I cried!!! Someone came into my mind.... And i cried! Haizzz..
If only you knew i miss you....
Why would it always start with a smile and end with a tears! Bloody shit lo. Argh.. I should not cry whenever it comes to you anymore....

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argh.... my heart is not in peace... DARN IT! LOL.

wt wth.. i... i... i... want... aiyoyo.. zzzz-.- alamak why am i feeling all this.... zzz... this isn't the right time leh... haizzz... see la... now my heart keep on pumping so fast.. lol. haiyoyoyo...

i want go back in there leh.. aiya.no hope de la. lols. 

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Non living might not be alive. But sometimes its precious and needed to be taken care of.. Zz. Haizz.. Idk why but today mood not that good.
Morning went jogging with my wonderfools. Then went rp do hw. But i end up playing piano ^^ woah then got a guy that i dont know, talk to me ^^ he has the same passion as me. Which is piano^^ though he dont know how to play, he is willing to try. Hehe. ^^ caught him looking at me. Nyohohoho. LOLOLOL.

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Today's moon is so beautiful ^^ its a full moon. Hahas. Sorry for not posting anything. Idk wad to say abt. Lols.
I am kinda worried abt my hw. Lols. Okay going to send my mother to work so bye.

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Today was fun but tiring leh. Sectionals with teck whye so fun lo^^ hahaha laugh like retard!!! Goodness. ^^ then dance dance!!! Fun fun fun lo!!!!! Nyohohoho... Then went meet syafiq and jane at northpoint.. Tired.. From there on like no mood cause tired. Then aft that go causeway wait for shane to go home and put his sax. So we eat lunch there. Then went queensway shopping centre buy bag. Yayness ^^ then dance at mrt station hahaha!! Then went civic level 6 dance dance again. Then kena chase out. Alamak. So now i am home. Everytime go out with wonderfools sure frm morning till night ^^ nyohoho!!

You asked me once and i reject you. I am sorry. I don't think i am ready for another relationship. My heart is still close despite all the good things. Please dun call me dear. For i am not your dear..... I just don't wan to see myself in the situation that i could not take it. I don't wanna see myself fall AGAIN. I don't wanna get hurt neither do i wanna see myself crying over a guy!
I am so sorry but to reject you again.

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I am so pissed off!!!!!!!!! You are so biased!!!!!!!!!!!! All i need is attention and your love!!!!!!??!!!! U think wad??!!? I only 14 now and u think i can live on my own ar???!!!? If u think that way, i tell u, you are BLOODY DAMN WRONG!!!! He is just one year younger!!! Just ONE YEAR YOUNGER!!? AND U TREAT HIM WAY WAY WAY BETTER THEN ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!????!!!!!!!
TAKE ME FOR GRANTED LA... ASK ME DO THIS AND THAT... ASK ASK ASK... YOU TREAT AND TALK TO ME, AS IF I AM YOUR BLOODY MAID!!!! HATE ME??? DONT LIKE SEE MY FACE???!!!! THEN WHY GAVE BIRTH TO ME!!!!!!
AAAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HWJSBANWHQ AHABAHHAVAAJAHAV

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wee.. currently at my cousin house.. ^^ complete 4 math assignments. left two and lazy to finish all of it.. haiyoyo.. well i am gonna do my english on friday ^^ haha. okay tmr going teck whye for sectionals. Then buy tickets for the philyouth concert.. broke man... haizz... just now morning told my mom abt the bag liao. so hopefully she will give me the money tmr. HOPEFULLY LO! kinda bored now. and i don't wish to continue on my homework. tmr will be out the whole day AGAIN. hopefully this time round, nothing will spoil my mood lo. hehe.

i don't know why, but today i keep on singing this song again and again. -.-
yes it remind me of you, it reminded me of all the sweetest memories ever, but it also reminded me the pain and hurt you gave me. it reminded me of how silly i am crying over you. it reminded me of how long for me to accept the fact and to move on. Why must you appear in my mind today all of sudden? why must i remember all those stuffs again. i've been smiling, laughing and i've been MY REAL ME for the past few weeks. so why should i stop being who i am. i manage to laugh like a retard again. so why should i stop doing that? i should not stop doing anything that make me happy! in fact i should STOP doing something that make me hurt,sad and cry!!!

Today was TOTALLY AWESOME!!! YAY!!!! Okay first went meet each other at 1030. Then we went ikea at queenstown to buy christmas present for sir. Then went eat lunch at kfc. Aft that we went queenstown shopping centre.. Omg! I seriously wan that bag. Damn it. Have to beg my mom for money ba. Haiz. Okay then we went vivocity. Took alot of pictures^^ haha. Then we laugh here and there! FUN LO. then at first we wanted to go marina barrage watch sunset. But reach there like going rain. So we walk walk at marina bay sands there and the marina shoppes mall. LOL. Then took mrt home from marina mrt station. Wth lo. Get into the train got like smelly gas come out. Then we all faster get out of the train cause scared. Then we took another train then stuck halfway in the tunnel for few min. Then pass by ang mo kio the train opposite was full of gas... Smelly but scary.. Sekali got bomb how. LOL. Then drop of at yishun and take bus. Then in the bus we all we the noisiest Lol. Hahaha.. We dance,we sing and we laugh!!! Wahahahaha!!! Nyoyoy. :D fun day!!! Awesome!!!
Okay tmr HOMEWORK DAY. Morning go cousin house at serangoon at 6 am. Then aft rush meet diyana weekee and adawiyah and do homework again at rp. Weee. I wont be meeting them at weekee's house then. Will just meet them at RP. Yayness ^^ hahaha.. Okay nighty. ^^

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Alamak. She spoil my mood. I asked her if i can be home before 9pm. Cause we all wanna go watch sunset at marina barrage.. Then i said i will do the household when i get back. Then she replied, my bro this and that alr.. Wth. How can she expect me to do the household? They last min change time. And i was rushing. She still can said i leave house just like that without doiNg any household. WTH! but yesterday i stay at home the whole day, do this cook that while my brother went out without doing anything also!!!! Damn la!??
She is so biased!!! She keep on praising him only. If i do wad she ask me do, she didnt even say thank you lo!!! Didnt even praise lo!!!! Everything my brother!!! As if he so PERFECT!!!!! BIASED!!!!! she only knows to complain everything to me....... WHAT THE HELL!! now i dont think tmr and thursday i can go out.. Even if i go. I will feel guilty... All thanks to her... Damn it... Everything my fault la.. Only she and my brother correct....

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Currently in mrt with my beloved woderfools^^ hmmmm... Facebook fighting is so fun LOL. Okay.
Somehow i feel rather lonely. Zzz. Okay. I dont know wad to say liao. BYE.

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Argh!!! I know things will turn out bad. Darn it!!! WTH. i hate it when things become like this. Why must i feel as if i am annoying to you. Zzzzz... Argh.

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Weee... Argh wake up with an heavy head. :o haha. Yesterday dream was nice ^^ hehe. Yesterday stalker sia!!!! Seriously. Our prediction was all CORRECT!! When we reach dover, i anyhow say eh wei kiet then shane was like "where wei kiet" then i said just kidding. Then when i turn to the right he was there!! HAHA!! Adawiyah must be happy lo ^^ hahahaha.. Thn aft concert went lot 1. Purposely choose that place cause we all predict that wei kiet was there. And again CORRECT. HAHA.Wei kiet. LOL. yesterday the concert was okay la but it was fun cause laugh laugh laugh. Haha. Can u imagine a composer running along the beach!! Sitoshi running along the beach!! HAHAHAHA!! made me laugh out loud during the concert sia. HAHAHAHA!!
Then reach home at 11.30. When i want go home, from bus stop and my house so far. Still need walk. Then got one indian guy standing. Somehow i must walk pass him. Then he stare at me like one kind. Ew. Then i walk faster lo. I look behind he still looking. Scary sia. But afternoon more scary. I want meet diyana. Then i was crossing the road, then got one van slow down and horn me. Then the guys inside the van was like looking and making sound at me! Scary sia! Like they wan kidnap sia. Slow down and horn somemore.
Everytime i wan meet diyana sure got guys or even old man disturb me de.. Scary sia.... Seriously lo.. Dun dare walk alone eh... Okay talk enough le. I going bukit batok i think. Bye.

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Omg!!! Christ the horn player look like sunny!! Hahaha!!! His eyes looks exactly like sunny. Haha.. Oh okay... The concert was okay la^^ haha.. But zulhafeez not here aw..... Haha okay.. Going eat now ^^

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Morning ppl!! ^^ hahaha i just woke up :o hehe. Yesterday slept at 9+ and now i just woke up. See how tired i was ^^ haha. Must be because i gave my 101% during band with teck whye. ^^ hehe.

Just finished helping my mother with household. -.- tired le. Zzz.
Yay. Concert today ^^ will be out till late night. Muahaha. ^^

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Combine band with teck whye was awesome!!!! Hahahaha!!! Yay!! Piccolo and flute, cheers ^^ haha. Today fun fun fun lo ^^ haha. But i skipped my breakfast and lunch :o haha. If there is another opportunity to reherse with TW i sure go de ^^ wee.. ^^
Tmr concert wohhhooo!! Jiayou david ^^ aw zulhafeez dun have :o spoil la..
LOL. Haha okay tired le. Going sleep. Night beautiful world :D

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Gosh. Idk wads wrong with me today. -.- didn't talk and laugh much. But i played well during full band and was complimented by sir too. So shouldn't i be happy? Well i guess something/someone is missing in the band. Thats why. Zzz...
Tmr going teck whye for band. 0.0 kinda scared 0.0 ohmy... Meeting my wonderfools at mac 7AM! -.- then band until 3. For sure reach home late de. Zz. Oh but who cares ^^ tmr no one will be home. So can go home late. Yay. Hahaha.
Sian sian sian.. I'm seriously missing __. Haizzz.... :(

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Ahhh... Sad la sad la... Last day of band alr leh.. Why nvr come.. WTH!!

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i cant post pictures now.. Cause i am using phone to blog since my com is down. Aw.. But who cares abt pic rite? LOL.

All i want for xmas is YOU!!! ;D <3
HAHAHA.. Can i? ^^

Ooo tmr vince birthday.. O.o i haven buy anything leh. Haha.. Will delay his present ^^

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Hah... This few days, i never fail to laugh out loud and smile from ear to ear ^^ weeeee~~~~ <3
I feel love <333 hahahahaha!!
Yay. This saturday going for a concert weee.. 23 december i am going to another concert too!!! Wee!! 23 dec is a must!! ;D hahahahah!!!! Cant wait cant wait! ;D i HIGH 0.0 ;D Yay TMR GOT BAND!!!. MEANING I CAN MEET EVERYONE ^^ HAHA HOHO HIHI..

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Woohoo.. Yesterday i hardly breathe.. Laugh till my stomach pain. ^^ like finally ^^ haha.. Smile till my mouth pain. Haha ^^ but seriously lo.. Haha.. Sigh today no band, so SIAN...
Idk why this came to me.. But i know eventually it will just go away just like that. Haha. No use de la. Somemore i dun see wads so special abt it. 0.0 haha.

I shall wait and see ^^ <3

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Waiting for adawiyah and diyana.. Woah so long. I usually reach sch ard this time alr lo. Haiyo..

I finally tore those stupid stuff. Yay! Its like finally ^^ hahaha.. So glad i did it lo. Muahaha. Okay off to band now.

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Feel the fear, do it anyway ^^
I felt the fear,i felt the pain, and i've overcome it ^^ i know i did.

Weee... Tmr got band... Woah... Hahahaha.. Yay.. Feel like learning another new song for piano. Something challenging.. But wad song? Haiyo... Haha.. Okay i wanna sleep le. Have not been sleeping well this few days. 0.0 so night night.

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Today so sian!!! Ahhh... I wan to go to the pop concert!!! But unfortunately, its gonna start in 30 min time. Wth?!?! So siann... Seriously... My cough has become from bad to worse-.- haiyoooo.... Bored leh... Zzzzz...........

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Just reach home ^^ omg today band was AWESOME!!! teck whye sec so nice sia.. Hahaha.. I love their big ass fan ^^ hahaha.. I cannot believe that i actually forget.to bring.my piccolo! -.- hahaha... Nvm but it was.awesome!! Both band was great ^^ hahaha i am so happy. ^^.happy to be surrounded by people that love and care for me.^^ oh well i am so tired. I only slept for like 4 hours ONLY leh.. Zzzzz....

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Band exchange tmr. I have not yet sleep -.- haizz... Hmmm... I sat and look on my table. Saw the pink small soft toy and those 99 hearts he gave me ^^ and was wondering only if the 100th heart was his own heart ^^ haha. Only if. Well at least this time round when the past came into my mind, there aren't tears flowing ^^ i have to find a way to make me sleep!! Argh..

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Wah wth. My father went into my room without me knowing. -.- when i went into my room i saw him holding a picture of me with sunny! LOL! I wasnt surprise though. Cause he saw that picture before in my phone too. Wah my mother start nagging again -.- i never do wad she ask me to do she nag. I do wad she ask me to do she oso nag. Zzzz!! This saturday band exchange! Gosh! Yay sam is coming ^^ aw i cannot go to the pop concert le :( wtf! Haizz... Siann... Okay bye. Hahaha.. I sound so random 0.0

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Fall in love when you are ready not when you are lonely.
Am i lonely? No i am not! I am surrounded by my lovely,caring, AWESOME friends. ^^ i feel loved ^^ haha. Band camp-bbq, alot of alumni came back ^^ some of them made me feel loved ^^ hahahahahaha.. It was so awesome ^^
Now i am so so so sick :( aiyo..

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Home sweet home finally. Now i am getting sicker. -.- its like i have not have enough sleep on my bed after the leadership camp and now i am going to sleep back into my sleeping bag-.- but my sleeping bag damn comfortable ^^ hahahaha.. People are jealous ops sorry people :) tired now i gotta rest now.

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