Half a year in 2010 is such a memorable time i had. So many memories. Sweet stuff ^-^ but the other half was an unexpexted. It was the bad time ever!!! So idk 2010= great or bad. And i don feel 2011 will be a great year for me :( i just don feel it.

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Sooo tiirreedd... Went for band and got my appointment liao...
Shane: assistant band major
Shaqim: assistant drum major
Me: assistant concert master
Oooohhh greaatt :x nvm i will try and do my very best. I will learn from david ^-^ jiayou athirah ^-^ yayness.. So now, wonderfools got two majors ^-^ yayness.. NYOHOHOHO.

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My tooth is pain!!! It wanna fall but its not falling :( i keep on forcing it to fall.... But the more i force the painful it is.... Same goes as hmmm..... Yeah... When its painful, u can never wanna hold it anymore.... Haizzzz.....
2011 please be good to me!!! Please make 2011 an awesome year!!! No more spending half a year crying... No more making my half a year fragile, hurt. 2011 please dont give me pain and hurt!!!!! Not anymore!!!

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I am just freaking confuse... I dont know wad i want... I don't know leh.... Haizzz...
I just dont wish to feel the pain and hurt again. You can never never know how i felt. I cant imagine myelf in that position again!
Arghhh.... Aiyoyooyo....

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Heyhey ^^ i am on my way home from visiting my grandpa at hospital...
I have not yet finished my holiday homework. Haizzz...

I..i...i've been feeling so weird. LOL!! but i know i should not feel this way. Darn it!!!

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SANTA CLAUSE IS COMING TO TOWN ! Merry christmas kiddoss ^^ !! Hope you have a great christmas ahead ! Be good , cause Santa doesn't like naughty kids (: P.S. Try not to ask for Athirah this christmas cause so many people want me for christmas that Santa can't possibly fulfil everyone's requests considering there's only one of me HAHAHA JOKE . MERRY CHRISTMAS PRICKS LOVE ALL OF YOU.
HOHOHOHO!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS ^^ HAHA.
ITS SO FUN WISHING EVERYONE MERRY CHRISTMAS.. Eventhough i did not celebrate christmas ^^ hahahahaha.

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I cried! I cried!!! Someone came into my mind.... And i cried! Haizzz..
If only you knew i miss you....
Why would it always start with a smile and end with a tears! Bloody shit lo. Argh.. I should not cry whenever it comes to you anymore....

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argh.... my heart is not in peace... DARN IT! LOL.

wt wth.. i... i... i... want... aiyoyo.. zzzz-.- alamak why am i feeling all this.... zzz... this isn't the right time leh... haizzz... see la... now my heart keep on pumping so fast.. lol. haiyoyoyo...

i want go back in there leh.. aiya.no hope de la. lols. 

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Non living might not be alive. But sometimes its precious and needed to be taken care of.. Zz. Haizz.. Idk why but today mood not that good.
Morning went jogging with my wonderfools. Then went rp do hw. But i end up playing piano ^^ woah then got a guy that i dont know, talk to me ^^ he has the same passion as me. Which is piano^^ though he dont know how to play, he is willing to try. Hehe. ^^ caught him looking at me. Nyohohoho. LOLOLOL.

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Today's moon is so beautiful ^^ its a full moon. Hahas. Sorry for not posting anything. Idk wad to say abt. Lols.
I am kinda worried abt my hw. Lols. Okay going to send my mother to work so bye.

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Today was fun but tiring leh. Sectionals with teck whye so fun lo^^ hahaha laugh like retard!!! Goodness. ^^ then dance dance!!! Fun fun fun lo!!!!! Nyohohoho... Then went meet syafiq and jane at northpoint.. Tired.. From there on like no mood cause tired. Then aft that go causeway wait for shane to go home and put his sax. So we eat lunch there. Then went queensway shopping centre buy bag. Yayness ^^ then dance at mrt station hahaha!! Then went civic level 6 dance dance again. Then kena chase out. Alamak. So now i am home. Everytime go out with wonderfools sure frm morning till night ^^ nyohoho!!

You asked me once and i reject you. I am sorry. I don't think i am ready for another relationship. My heart is still close despite all the good things. Please dun call me dear. For i am not your dear..... I just don't wan to see myself in the situation that i could not take it. I don't wanna see myself fall AGAIN. I don't wanna get hurt neither do i wanna see myself crying over a guy!
I am so sorry but to reject you again.

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I am so pissed off!!!!!!!!! You are so biased!!!!!!!!!!!! All i need is attention and your love!!!!!!??!!!! U think wad??!!? I only 14 now and u think i can live on my own ar???!!!? If u think that way, i tell u, you are BLOODY DAMN WRONG!!!! He is just one year younger!!! Just ONE YEAR YOUNGER!!? AND U TREAT HIM WAY WAY WAY BETTER THEN ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!????!!!!!!!
TAKE ME FOR GRANTED LA... ASK ME DO THIS AND THAT... ASK ASK ASK... YOU TREAT AND TALK TO ME, AS IF I AM YOUR BLOODY MAID!!!! HATE ME??? DONT LIKE SEE MY FACE???!!!! THEN WHY GAVE BIRTH TO ME!!!!!!
AAAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HWJSBANWHQ AHABAHHAVAAJAHAV

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wee.. currently at my cousin house.. ^^ complete 4 math assignments. left two and lazy to finish all of it.. haiyoyo.. well i am gonna do my english on friday ^^ haha. okay tmr going teck whye for sectionals. Then buy tickets for the philyouth concert.. broke man... haizz... just now morning told my mom abt the bag liao. so hopefully she will give me the money tmr. HOPEFULLY LO! kinda bored now. and i don't wish to continue on my homework. tmr will be out the whole day AGAIN. hopefully this time round, nothing will spoil my mood lo. hehe.

i don't know why, but today i keep on singing this song again and again. -.-
yes it remind me of you, it reminded me of all the sweetest memories ever, but it also reminded me the pain and hurt you gave me. it reminded me of how silly i am crying over you. it reminded me of how long for me to accept the fact and to move on. Why must you appear in my mind today all of sudden? why must i remember all those stuffs again. i've been smiling, laughing and i've been MY REAL ME for the past few weeks. so why should i stop being who i am. i manage to laugh like a retard again. so why should i stop doing that? i should not stop doing anything that make me happy! in fact i should STOP doing something that make me hurt,sad and cry!!!

Today was TOTALLY AWESOME!!! YAY!!!! Okay first went meet each other at 1030. Then we went ikea at queenstown to buy christmas present for sir. Then went eat lunch at kfc. Aft that we went queenstown shopping centre.. Omg! I seriously wan that bag. Damn it. Have to beg my mom for money ba. Haiz. Okay then we went vivocity. Took alot of pictures^^ haha. Then we laugh here and there! FUN LO. then at first we wanted to go marina barrage watch sunset. But reach there like going rain. So we walk walk at marina bay sands there and the marina shoppes mall. LOL. Then took mrt home from marina mrt station. Wth lo. Get into the train got like smelly gas come out. Then we all faster get out of the train cause scared. Then we took another train then stuck halfway in the tunnel for few min. Then pass by ang mo kio the train opposite was full of gas... Smelly but scary.. Sekali got bomb how. LOL. Then drop of at yishun and take bus. Then in the bus we all we the noisiest Lol. Hahaha.. We dance,we sing and we laugh!!! Wahahahaha!!! Nyoyoy. :D fun day!!! Awesome!!!
Okay tmr HOMEWORK DAY. Morning go cousin house at serangoon at 6 am. Then aft rush meet diyana weekee and adawiyah and do homework again at rp. Weee. I wont be meeting them at weekee's house then. Will just meet them at RP. Yayness ^^ hahaha.. Okay nighty. ^^

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Alamak. She spoil my mood. I asked her if i can be home before 9pm. Cause we all wanna go watch sunset at marina barrage.. Then i said i will do the household when i get back. Then she replied, my bro this and that alr.. Wth. How can she expect me to do the household? They last min change time. And i was rushing. She still can said i leave house just like that without doiNg any household. WTH! but yesterday i stay at home the whole day, do this cook that while my brother went out without doing anything also!!!! Damn la!??
She is so biased!!! She keep on praising him only. If i do wad she ask me do, she didnt even say thank you lo!!! Didnt even praise lo!!!! Everything my brother!!! As if he so PERFECT!!!!! BIASED!!!!! she only knows to complain everything to me....... WHAT THE HELL!! now i dont think tmr and thursday i can go out.. Even if i go. I will feel guilty... All thanks to her... Damn it... Everything my fault la.. Only she and my brother correct....

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