I am currently in school having band now -.- i am so sick of camp!! And sick too!! Flu and cough! Wth! Argh... I wan go home -.- now band camp sian lo. Camp oso got training. Aiya nvm la. But i dun wan stay overnight!-.-

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Woah... So tired sia today :( band from 8am-6pm :( sexy voice and flu. ^^ hahaha.. I am really carving ice cream and orea!!!!! Walao... But wait! Zena and aiin, is going to give me oreo tmr! YAY! ;D But i want eat ice cream now :( ulhaq very bad :( dun wan treat me :( hahaha.. Tired liao. Going to rest ^^ BBBYYYEE ;D

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Awww... Just finished looking all the pictures that mdm rehana uploaded ^^ AWESOME!!!! hahaha... Got one pic, vince and i cried!! Awwww :) first time saw him cried ^^ i miss those days. Those days was the perfect,awesome,memorable,lovely days ever!!!!!!;DDD those were the days i cried with HAPPY TEARS!!!! awww.... Sigh tmr band.. Hmmm.. Shall see how the day will turn out ^^

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Weee~~~ i am going eat lunch outside!!!! Hahaha... I am so sick eating maggi -.- now i am craving alot of things. Gosh... I want to eat BK. I want to eat roti prata. I want to eat chocolate. I want chocolate ice cream. I want to drink doubble chocolate frappe. I want to eat chocolate cake. I want to eat eat eat eat!! Haiyo..... Everything chocolate.. Hahahaha! Chocolate lover <3. But my throat hurt badly. LOL. November is going to end soon. I was busy and fully packed with plan during nov. So december i am going to be serious and complete all my homework! YAY. Gonna make a study date with rebecca ^^ homework homework i'm going to hunt and eat you!! HAHA!! ;D

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Oh my god!! My voice ^^ sexy ^^ hahahaha... Sore throat like finally. First day camp shout till my lungs came out but nvr get sore throat.. -.- camp end then have LOL. Everyday camp, rain! And we all still continue doing the activity despite the rain! Fun kayaking in the rain ^^ woohhoo ^^ haha.. Bet i am gonna get sick one day. 1st day of camp, i woke up in the middle of the night, and cried in pain! Seriously! My hands,leg are all pain and cold!! Really cannot tahan and i cried in pain to sleep. Then i took panadol and sleep. The rest of the days, i manage to sleep well ^^ i manage to overcome my fear of hieght ^^ weee~~ hahaha.. I miss the fun :( i want go there again!!!!! 5 days 4 night only but time flies so fast.. Aw.... Hah....

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HELLO!!!! I AM BACK!!!! weeeee.... It was a very fun, interesting camp! They help me alot. I really enjoy. I finally became myself! ;D just now when going home, we had to talk and give something to those people we want to thank. I cried like hell but it was worthy. 9 people thank me. I still remember wad justin told me, he said "thank you for being such a nice friend of mine. I see you as a flower and i believe that one day you WILL bloom beautifully " ;D i am learning to step up slowly after stepping down for months. I will become a great leader and i know i can! Everyone see me having the potential. Everyone told me i improve alot ;D Haha!! Yay!! Hiphip horray!! ;D just now went bck took bus, a aunty sat beside me asking if i am going for camp or just came back, so i told her just came back. Then she said "wow very tiring right? But i see you very happy, must have been enjoying lo" then i laughed and nod my head. Its like finally! A stranger see and tell me that i very happy! Like for the pass few months, everyone was like why so emo -.- but not anymore!!!! Wahahahaha!!!! I am so damn happy! I gain lots of confident and i become my old self! ;D Hahaha. Okay will post later. Tired le. ^^

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My stomach is hurting me :( i had a big blister on my leg :( so pain! :'( couldnt walk properly. :( i think i am falling sick. Well not surprise cause i've been skipping my meal and i have not been sleeping well this days :( now i am on my way to malaysia. Will be back in the afternoon. I brought my book along ^^ its gonna be bored :x
Haix.. Lately no messages liao :( only weiteck text me :x haixx... T.T

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Omg!! I am hungry :x LOL. I did not ate my breakast, lunch and dinner :( now my stomach is crying! Oh my. Oh but wait!! I am walking to admiralty with my brother now! Going mac!! Yay!!! Hahahahah!!! Long time never eat mac. Haha. Haiz. I still have not started packing my bag yet. Have not even check if i have all the things needed. :x and monday i will be going to sch with vince as usual -.- not sure if i am looking foward to this camp -.- oh well.. Will post tmr. I wanna eat eat eat!

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Wee :) i've just plan my days to do all homework :) i cant touch any homework on november:( busy with band and camps. December will finish up all homework:) i am alone at home now :( so naybe going library later to borrow some books. :) at least i can read whenever i am bored :) and i am going to bring books to camp too :) hehe. Okay not all item i have :( but tmr going go shop for it! :) worried for my juniors later :( all flute senior will be gone :( will they survive? 0.0 haha jiayou hor!!! :D

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During our first monthsary,he gave me a very cute small soft toy. Then he gave me a blue pilot pen as a replace of my pen that he misplace. Then he gave me a so called braclet that he made using wire during dnt lesson. And he said this "if one day your hand is small enough, wear it" then somewhere to our 4month, he gave me a 99 heart that made of straws. And every movie we watched, he was the one who paid. And our last movie tgt was on the 25 of jun. All this gifts is very precious. But of all of this gift, the gift that i treasure alot, love alot and care alot is HIM, the guy i truly love. This gift gave me alot of love,care. This gift made me jealous whenever i saw anyone trying to take him away frm me. This gift made me feel safe and made me be myself. But unfortunately, i lost this gift. I lost him. So who ever that found this gift, please treat him with alot of care and love. And most important thing, don't ever ever hurt him!! If you found him and if he belongs to you one day, do sing to him 'your are my sunshine' cause i sang to him that too!
Your truly,
Athirah..........

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How hard is it to stop loving? Its as hard as to stop your eye from blinking. The more you try, the more it hurts.

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I don't know if i am getting over him, or maybe i am getting used of the pain.

If thats the case.. Its sad :(

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I used to love you TOO MUCH. Thats the reason why it hurts to let go of you. But now i guess the 'too much' is gone. And it left with only ' i love you' . And at least now, i began to accept it. And at least now, there are no longer unexpected tears :) though i am still trying to smile and laugh like i used to :)

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Its a good start. Its a good thing. Now i am so glad!!!!!! Weee.... Whatever it is i shall not let anything that gonna make me fragile AGAIN. Not anymore. I really hate being FRAGILE!!!

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Mungkin ini semua berlaku terlalu cepat. Mungkin ini semua setakat ujian daripadaNYA. Mungkin aku tidak layak menjadi kekasihnya. Mungkin juga dia tidak sesuai bagiku. Kalau nk lafazkan semua pekara dlm otakku sekarang, byk sekali 'mungkin' akan ku letak. Mengelirukan ya? Tetapi buat sekali2 teringin juga aku melihatmu membuat sesuatu pengorbanan dan bukti bahawa kamu masih cinta kanku. Daripada aku asyik tanya dirimu. Bukan kah kamu merasai bahawa ia sangat irratating?? Kenapa ku melihat mu mudah putus asa? Haizzzzzz..... Nasib la. Apa nak buat. Cobaan. Aku akan tabah menerima :)

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Sometimes i just hope to see an effort being made. But from the start nothing can be seen. Perhaps i am blind...
Oh whatever........

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Sometimes, the people you can't live without, can live without you.
Isn't that sad :( :'(

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0.0 i didn't cry. ^^ weeee~~~ i accept it. I accept the fact. Things change,people change, and so is your feelings towards me and my feelings towards you. I didn't cry this time round. Not even a single tears. :) well all i need to do is look infront and never look back again.. No matter if it is a happy history or a sad history it is already a history. It has already happen. So no point,no use looking back. Nothing can be done right? I've come to my sense. I have realise. And all thanks to you.

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Haiz. Feel so lost. Feel so lonely. Feel so sad. Mixed feelings. I........ Idk. Nvm.

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I am entering the period of doubt. Can i just start a fresh. Without anymore doubt and problems?

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It used to be something special to me. Notice its a past tense > used.
Well nothing can be done now.

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Its been a long time that we have not had this kind of long conversation tgt :) thank you for making my day. Actually i wasn't in a good mood but you manage to made me smile and even laugh ^^ thank you.
Though there is something missing in this convo but nvm. Haha. No big deal.

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