hello :) guess what? yesterday i slept at around 12-am woke up at 6-am !! Thanks to my headache. sleep again woke up at 6.30 then vomit... then feel very dizzy until i cannot sleep de.At around 7 plus weiteck msg me asking if we meeting anot? then i say NO =) haha.. Then few min later,my dear msg me :) telling me tt he on the way liao. Then i pei him until he's in malaysia and He's now off to malaysia ): Hope when he come back i can go watch movie with him..... Like many times i ask him out he reject lo ): for this one month we met only once de ): OH SHIT... headache again ! Pain le.Just now woke up also very pain de.. like gonna faint. Maybe cause yesterday i cried too much :x I'm hungry !! ): haven eat my lunch yet.. can you hear my stomach is making noise?? LOL.. better eat ba :) Dear told me to eat all my meals ma :)) k gonna eat now bye ! :)

Simply Horns & friends concert was AWESOME ! :D
Gosh the flautist so pro !! *jealous* :b
First time reached home till so late 12am -.-
hehe.. but FUN le.. :)

whoots one week no band :))
No band + no plan = BORING !!!!
aiyo when no band no plan... when got band got plan... like wth !!
zz.. looks like i'm gonna do homework nia.. sian leh... hiaz..

Can't wait for the class outing. hope it will turn out well..
"i hate getting excited about something but in the end not happening" !! like wth lo....

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i don't know why after i came back from the library with weiteck and sunny, i have no mood.
My mother just called me. She knew that i'm not in a good mood. She thought i argue with sunny but i told her no..i also don't know why i bad mood. then she kept on asking me why why why. And i suddenly cry.. Crying as if i was hurt by someone..
zz. not in a good mood bye!

feels neglected..
I'm stating the fact! i am not sensitive or wad so ever !! 
As a parents, you should never neglect any of your children!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why you treat him better than me????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why can't you give the same amount of love for the both of us????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY WHY WHY WHY???!!!!!!!!!!!
It is really OBVIOUS you are biased !!!!!!! you show favoritism!!!!!
Telling and expressing my feelings abt this to my friends is no used !! They wouldn't understand !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY DON'T KNOW WAD TO DO !!!! 
I'M SO LONELY AND SAD !! 

You left liao. I'm wondering wad are you doing there now.. 4 days only(but still quite long for me).
Yesterday you said goodbye, today you said another goodbye.. , its like you're leaving me forever ); with all the 'goodbye(s)' and 'iloveyou(s)' and its making me feel sad :(
every single day, you'll msg me.. and every single night you will say "goodnight sleep well, i love you very much!!"
but not for today,tmr,thurs and fri i will not be receiving any of it ): 
I will be waiting for your msg when you're back ! 
Frankly speaking i miss you !

This is horrible

Just three days i'm now missing you ! ); this is horrible ! ); );

Exams are over, holiday is coming ! Damn damn damn !! Isn't holiday is meant for us to enjoy ?? why is there CCA and HOMEWORK ?! 

Report book given wasn't so happy with it ):

9 in class ): percentage so low ! haiz ..

i wanna go out !!! -.- its so bored in here ! 

Damn!!!

OMG !

 can`t believe i did badly for my exams ! ):

my results totally pissed me off ! Damn ! Ahhhh !!

What should i do ? I`m sad and disappointed...

Can`t do anything now but i can improve next time :) hopefully !!

 

Dear exam,

i really hate you !!  Why must you exist in this world ?? =.='

*Sigh*...

Wohoo! Exams are OVER! like finally.. :D


14/05/10 :D great day!


Went watched movie with sunny,weiteck,Melvin,Shixuan,jordan,kai sheng and erin.
:)) enjoyed myself :)) looking forward for another outing during the june holidays :D


15/05/10 :D 


O.o :)) 100th days !! like Finally? LOL.. 

Glad that history,geography and science are over ! :))

feeling kinda down today .. 

i look at myself and asked , why can't dreams become reality? why must i push so hard ? i gotta be patient. If there is a will there is a way. I gotta find the way. I'm not gonna follow this path ! It's too hurt for me !.......(10 min later) i say to myself, Silly girl, forget it ba ! Don't look into others and compare. everyone is different so am i. it takes patients and time. wads the hurry for?? the time will come so don't worry :)) Don't worry Athirah !! XD

:))

mixed feelings.

Happy, because i see you.
Sad, because i cant touch you.
Ecstatic, to see your lips form a smile.
Depressed, because your lips haven't touched my cheek in a while.
Jolly, when i say i love you and you reply i love you too.
Angry, watching you stress looking threw the glass and i cant hug you.
Overjoyed, when u look me in my eyes and i shyly look lower.
Hurting, leaving you there with so much on your shoulders.
Joyful, of the thought of us making love to one another.
Heartbroken, at the thought of..tonight.. us not being together.
Cheerful, that you are okay and staying strong.
Bitter, because its been 3 months way to long.


i never mention names :))

Athirah.. why you hate him?? 
IDk.. i just hate him :P but still love him..
zzz =.= 




ihateyou!!!!

OMG! The more i see you, the more i grow hatred towards you bitch!!
The way you talk and the way you make ***** laugh pissed me off!!
arr!


Today i've planned to do something but didnt work! Now i can forget about wad i want to do! the more i think about it the more pain it feels! it will never happen! i'm sick of waiting,trying and wondering! 


Nothing makes me happy today! 

♥ them lots!

Today kinda boring.. -.- zz.
Didn't go religious class ): missed it ! ):
Anyway last long weiteck and erin (:


(: yesterday go jb, i get to meet my beloved mother!! ((: father,big sister and big brother :D 
so long never meet them..(miss them ma) haha.. had a long chat with them yesterday (: haha. the last time i met father his hair still black.. yesterday met him all white liao.. haha i so bad i go laugh at him.. haha! Big brother so bad! he call me "memek" -.- zz all thanks to big sister cause she call me memek first then big brother follow! hate them lerr.. :P 
sigh to bad cannot sleep over at their house ): maybe vesak day (: gonna miss them ): ): vesak day then can meet them again. Aww.. ): its been so long since last year that my mother never hug and kiss me! ): ): ): But i'll still love them!! I love you very very very very much!!(mother,father,big sis,big bro) i'll miss you too! ): (miss me too yea) haha..


zz. idk want go rp with firdaus tmr..? later kena bully again sigh.. hate him ler! Better not :P haha LOL.
I'm gonna end here. BYE! :D