Arghh!

P.S: Happy new year! 2010 Here i come! (:lols

gosh! school is reopening soon! i need to finish up all my homework! i still couldn't find a printer to print my hw! i'm pissed off! arghh!! Now what! i dunno what to do! See lah band al your fault so many band until i couldn't finish my hw! lols school reopen first three day got band for sec 1 oreitation! sigh! isn't holiday was meant for us to rest and enjoy but why must there be HOMEWORK! 100% sure first day of school kena scolding wan! ~ = =

-Athirah ;

i won't regret it!

I probably shouldn't say this but at time i get so scared

it's not possible for me not to care. but nothings gonna changeuntil u hear the 7 things i hate about you!

The 7 things i hate about you : your vain, your game, your insecure, you don't care, you like her, you make me laugh you make me cry i don't know which side to buy.And the 7th thing i hate the most that you do you make me love you!

it's awkward and silent as i want for you to say, what i need to hear now your sincere apology.
If you mean it i'll belive it, if you text it i'll delete it lets be clear! oh i'm not coming back! and i mean what i say!

I'm giving up on you! i'm seriously giving up! you make me hate you and i guess its the right thing to do!
And no way i'm gonna regret it. But we are still friends and thats the most important thing.i know what i doing and i think i am doing the right thing. i won't regret it for sure! now i'm saying "goodbye my love"

Athirah/

....

Yesterday just finish one hw! tomorrow i'm gonna do my history.
Yesterday had band very bored.Today also the same -.-
Drills was fun! sectional drills so ..... sigh.
 i'm so bpred and tired too.
This few days i've been very emo eventhough ppl ddn't noticed. i dunno why i'm so emo lols.
sigh.Am i having a problem ?? I also dunno. = =
bye for now!

Athirah~

HOHOHO!

HOHOHO! Merry christmas everyone!
yesterday when singapore expo; Mega metro sale.Bought alot of things.
THen went hall 6B watch TAUFIK BATISAH!!!
So many ppl i can't go to there front. lols! i'm way far behind. but still i can see him lols!  (=

Yeah! my hw left THREE only! then BOOM FINISH!
wohooo!!

AThirah/flutist.

What a day!

Hey there...
i'm not in a mood rite now. currently having flu!! lols
Yesterday.. such a bad day. i've lost my mom phone! LG touch screen phone!! To my surprise she is not that mad lol in fact my father is the one nagging..she still have the mood to shopping. so we went Bishan mall.
She bought two new bags n i bought a pair of shoes lols.
Then we went amk hub. Then saw a marching xmas band lols. very funny sia.
Argh!!! i'm freaking out with my homeworks! i still have much to do!
Today flu. the next following day fever. lols.
Well thats all. i wanna finish all my homework asap!
bye c u when i c u!

Athirah/flutist

phew!

Hello!

phew today just finish doing my math chapter 4! n my science!

Gosh i still have many more to do!
History,homec,Dnt,English(half),Malay(half),Art!!
Then FINISH!
Argh!! its freaking me out! lols!
sigh!!!
Sometimes when i'm alone,
i will think of u.
&& i will never stop think of you!
iloveyou!
&&i'll never let u go! bahhs!

-Athirah/flutist

bored!

Today was totally boring!
the whole day i sat infront of this computer!
Change blogskins n i took me the whole day lols!
I totallyi didn't touch my hw today! gosh! sigh!i will do it tmr!
btw the pic on top is done by shane! nice rite?? hahaha!
Thank u sister! (=
i need a rest rite now!
bye! see u when i see u! (:

Special thanks to :Shane aka Sister!

-Athirah/flutist

Pissed off!

Yesterday went band. Aft tat watch movie at band room DRUMLINE.
Just now go sch buy books then go cwp buy the books tat out of stock.then went home change shirt then rush to the library. Went meet adawiyah. we waited for Diyanna,azura n shane for abt 1 hlf hr!!!while waiting i meet Alqaldri,mushroom,max,sunny(my classmate),Hafiz(trombonist)n,1 clarinatist,Sharifah n syaza!!!!!!!!!!
WOW! Can't imagine one by one!! haha! aft self study.
went timzone take pic!! pose here pose there.hahaha!
thn went home.
Adawiyah! y r u obsess with him! gerl i wanna noe y u so obsess with him! LMAO!
Sigh!

The day has come!

WOOOHH!! BRAVISIMO 2 IS OVER!! N IT ENDED WITH A GOOD SOUND!
phew! Friday is the day the band have been waiting for.. i'm in charge of the fan booth... i was like robot kept on repeating the same line "Hi would you like to buy a fan? 1 for $1"? hahaha... finally all sold out!! yahhooo!!
Aft senior play March willing n able then they play bolero. i ask my cousin when the flute solo did he hear he say yes! Good Sam!(:
Aft bolero its the junior turn! i was so damn nervous.. Aft shaking hands with Zane,wee kee,Diyana,all n hug them including Zane i gain my confidence! Aft we play furusato sir shout "Bravo"!!! phew!!
then senior n junior join play Gokusen,Yorkshire n Mamamia.
Aft the 15 min intermision,senior play helter skelter. which i dunno how to play.

Sam: u noe how to play?
Athirah: nope
Sam:GG lorh *smiling*
Athirah:*roll eyes*
Sam,Athirah: Laughing

Aft tat American beauty.

Sam: wanna play?
Athirah: me play American beauty??!!
Sam: nod his head *smiling*
Athirah:Ok sure (: i'll act as if i noe how to play.. that will do (;
Sam,Athirah:*Laughing*

ENCORE,ENCORE,ENCORE!!!!
then we play Galaxy express! (:
ENCORE,ENCORE,ENCORE
end bravisimo2 with Gokusen! (;

Eventhough it was successful i went home with a sad face ):

1 more day!

Hey... pheww aft all the hard work finally tomorrow is the day... BRAVISIMO 2!!!!!
I hope i am not going to make any mistake...
Jia you everyone!! we can make it happen!! whooo!! lol!

Me-Zane: u go zane!! play better thn me hor (: gd luck!
Me-Sam: PLAY BETTER!! especially Bolero n Galaxy express! (: Gd luck bro!
Me-Jie zhi: Work on ur Alvamar Overture!(nothing to say actually) Gd luck to u too! (:

To all band members..
sleep early,have a nice rest,drink alot of water(plain water)
Together we will make it ! (:

-Athirah/Flute

boring!

Hey there..
Today was so damn bored! My bro went sleepover at my cousin hse.My dad went out with his friends n My mom went out too with her friends.I bet thier show is going to start soon*fighting*
its really hard n not fun having a family like this.Why cant we have a happy family?? Sigh.

You gotta take the good with the bad:
smile with the sad:
love what u get & remember what u had:
learn to forgive but nvr forget:
learn frm mistake, but nvr regret:
ppl change, things go wrong,
just remember life goes on.

Luckily i have band tomorrow.At least i will not stucked at home doing nothing.Band camp last mon&tues was fun(i guess)lol.Gosh tomorrow there will be drills.With my leg cramp how am i going to do drills? Sigh.

5 more days to the concert.I wonder how many ppl will turn up? Hmmm.
3 more days to vince 13th birthday!

I heard someone whisper your name,
but when i turn ard to see who it was,
I WAS ALONE
then i realised that it was my heart telling me that
[I miss You.]