[/I]RA!♥♥!

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

I might hug other guys, i might laugh with other guys, i might even hang
out with other guys.. but none of them will ever mean to me as much as
you do.

I can pretend to be okay with everything. I can pretend to be strong. I can pretend to be genuinely happy. But at the end of the day, pretending isn't satisfying.

Monday, August 30, 2010

Take my hand, I'll take the lead And every turn, will be safe with me Don't be afraid, afraid to fall You know I'll catch you through it all And you can't keep us apart 'Cuz my heart is wherever you are ♥

Saturday, August 28, 2010

I'm back from school ! woah so tired after the band investiture ): its was so intensive (drills) sigh.. but we looked smart ^^ xD i'm quiet form morning... dont really know wad i want! i'm lost! totally lost!!!! anyway gave sam the chocolate + card i made. then he gave us (each) 4 kitkat one cracker and two small chocolate. ^^ OOOOOO!!! I was assigned as Assistant section leader !

Friday, August 27, 2010

Hey just came back from causeway ! bought chocolate for sam :) sigh~~ so not excited for tmr :( today break fast alone at home :(

well i knew it! i knew that will be the answer!! But i still don't understand whY?! ...........................................................................................................................................
..................................................................................................................=.= :'(

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Today went band room at 3pm to try the band uniform :) the blazer i took size 'xs' so big sia -.- then when i took size 's' it fits me :D lol.. the the white shirt was big too ): but i never change as i am too lazy to find one :( cause was like too many clothes there and don't know which one is boys one and which one is girls one cause all looked the same and they were mixed tgt :x had a hard time finding the ideal one lo :( so i got mine liao except for the white shirt its big :x but if wear blazer then cannot see :) but if never wear blazer leh... it will be big lo :x :( can't wait for investiture this sat!(yeah right) i got solo leh!!! SOLO :) !! ); but sad to say my family don't wan support me de so i perform my solo to STRANGERS ): ): oh well nothing can be done here.. :( so gonna buy chocolate for sam (exchange of gifts) i wonder what will he gave us as return? hmm .. But i'm so not looking forward to this saturday ):
i can't bring up the matter liao.. as i know wad i will get in return. and i know i can't bear it. but its killing me inside :x why am i so weak? why can't i just accept it? why must i dwell on it? why am i such a fool?!

Sunday, August 22, 2010

i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you!

i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you!i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you!

i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you!

Friday, August 20, 2010

When the the world comes crashing down and the skies begin to fall,
I'll wait for you.
When the days grow old and long and my skin turns into stone,
I'll wait for you.
When the pain it seems too much,
And my heart starts beating out of touch, I don't need a thing,
I'll wait for you. :'(

~I love the way you smile at me. ;)
~I miss you and your silly random texts. ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ i still love you as much as i love you in the past ! ♥

Thursday, August 19, 2010

hey ppl i'm down again :( like always ~ :( though i can laugh and smile , you don't and will never know how i feel inside.. :P anyway yesterday swimming was okay la :) was high when wanna go home ;x lol. hmm i am thinking of wad to give sam for the investiture next saturday! why he vegetarian ?! make my life complicated onli ! LOL ! anyway today school , i wasn't paying attention the whole day ! :P was busy doing something else ! cause i wanna complete it asap! then can give him (not sam) :) but like out of sudden i wanna give sia ? ):
eh i lazy do music ar. Can i not do? but wad if cher scold? ): later i kena ! but i not leader oso . sigh~~ aiyo nvm le i do abit can liao :) so BYE !!!!!!!!!!!

Lyrics:
Everything's cool, yeah
It's all gonna be okay, yeah
And I know,
Maybe I'll leave and
laugh about it someday

But not today, no
Cause I don't feel so good
I'm tangled up inside
My heart is on my sleeve
Tomorrow is a mystery to me

(Chorus)
And it might be wonderful
It might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love again
with someone else
It could never be the way I loved you

Letting you go is
making me feel so cold, yeah
And I've been trying to make
believe it doesn't hurt

But that makes it worse, yeah
See, I'm a wreck inside
My toung is tied and my
whole body feels so weak
The future may be all I really need

(Chorus)
And it might be wonderful, yeah
It might be magical, uh oh
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
Oh, but even if I fall in love again
with someone else
It could never be the way I loved you

Like a first love,
the one and only true love
wasn't it written all over my face, yeah
I loved you like you loved me (oh)
Like something pure and holy
Like something that can never be replaced

And it was be wonderful,
It was magical,
It was everything I've waited for,
A miracle
And if I should ever fall in love again
with someone new
Oh, It could never be the way
No, It will never be the way
I loved you.

They way i loved you - selena gomez
nice song with a very nice lyrics :)

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I am down now )': aiyo... i everyday down wan lo... my headache is not getting better ! ): anyway gonna break fast at kfc ! yeah~ :D sigh~~ math textbook dont have how to do math hw ?! aiyo.. some more i very lazy to do hw .. :x sci like so many page le :x math can la 4 question only.. sigh~~~~~~~~~~~ tmr going yog ;x swimming :)

Dear _____ , I need you now ! I want to be with you now !

Monday, August 16, 2010

Yesterday went esplanade for the band concert.. After religious class straight away go out :x tired sia.. so took mrt with 'wonderfools' halfway around yio chu kang feel very dizzy. then i was like hoping people will give seat ! aiyo.. then when i was about to like faint and vomit then ppl give me seat. -.- lucky got one aunty give me plastic bag for me to vomit :D haha ! then feel better abit.. then we went helix bridge before going to the concert. The view was so nice :) sunset was beautiful :) everything is there except you :( LOL... then went for concert :) nice le :) then after concert go mac. :) with seniors :) fun :) haha :) then reach home at 11.50 pm :) HAHA ! :) now like very tired and no mood le.. so will post tmr if i have time :) been very busy lately. :x

Friday, August 13, 2010

I'M BORED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol.. i've been thinking of wad to wear to esplanade on sunday for the concert :) ! ): donnoe wan wear skirt or long dress ? but must wear heels :) hahas ! LOL..

bored

i wan you ! :P lol...

The rain falls because the sky can no longer handle its heaviness. Just like the tears. Its falls because The heart can no longer handle the pain.

Hey ! i'm back le :) so tired.. feel like breaking my fast now :x but no ! i must be resilience ! :) hahahas ! School just now was so BORING !! Halfway feel like vomiting again :x and halfway became sad and sad and sad over things again! just can't stop thinking about it! SIGH ~~~ yesterday play with scissors and cut my pointy finger :x then just now play again cut my pinky :x tmr cut my hold hand ! :P hahas ! dont know wad to talk le.. so BBBYYYEEEE~

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Things became very awkward and strange for me ): its kinda weird too.. ); why is it turning this way? why is it becoming this way? i don't like it ): but wad can i do? the ans is : NOTHING ..:x
you people only know how to say and only want to know about things.. but do you people really know how/wad i am feeling? i bet no right? then wads the use of knowing the story ??
Not all people know this, some still thought we still tgt.. and they still wishing last long? i didn't say anything but just smile ~ some ask me we still tgt ? and i said........ ^^ (up to you; readers to think) :) ):
sigh~~~ don't know wad to do liao luhh sometimes it just pissed me off ... ): got nothing to say le.. i'm tired ); and why am i not receiving your msg ): ?
well ~ bye