mixed feelings.

Happy, because i see you.
Sad, because i cant touch you.
Ecstatic, to see your lips form a smile.
Depressed, because your lips haven't touched my cheek in a while.
Jolly, when i say i love you and you reply i love you too.
Angry, watching you stress looking threw the glass and i cant hug you.
Overjoyed, when u look me in my eyes and i shyly look lower.
Hurting, leaving you there with so much on your shoulders.
Joyful, of the thought of us making love to one another.
Heartbroken, at the thought of..tonight.. us not being together.
Cheerful, that you are okay and staying strong.
Bitter, because its been 3 months way to long.


i never mention names :))

Athirah.. why you hate him?? 
IDk.. i just hate him :P but still love him..
zzz =.= 




ihateyou!!!!

OMG! The more i see you, the more i grow hatred towards you bitch!!
The way you talk and the way you make ***** laugh pissed me off!!
arr!


Today i've planned to do something but didnt work! Now i can forget about wad i want to do! the more i think about it the more pain it feels! it will never happen! i'm sick of waiting,trying and wondering! 


Nothing makes me happy today! 

♥ them lots!

Today kinda boring.. -.- zz.
Didn't go religious class ): missed it ! ):
Anyway last long weiteck and erin (:


(: yesterday go jb, i get to meet my beloved mother!! ((: father,big sister and big brother :D 
so long never meet them..(miss them ma) haha.. had a long chat with them yesterday (: haha. the last time i met father his hair still black.. yesterday met him all white liao.. haha i so bad i go laugh at him.. haha! Big brother so bad! he call me "memek" -.- zz all thanks to big sister cause she call me memek first then big brother follow! hate them lerr.. :P 
sigh to bad cannot sleep over at their house ): maybe vesak day (: gonna miss them ): ): vesak day then can meet them again. Aww.. ): its been so long since last year that my mother never hug and kiss me! ): ): ): But i'll still love them!! I love you very very very very much!!(mother,father,big sis,big bro) i'll miss you too! ): (miss me too yea) haha..


zz. idk want go rp with firdaus tmr..? later kena bully again sigh.. hate him ler! Better not :P haha LOL.
I'm gonna end here. BYE! :D

Quote

“Good relationships balance over time. This means that at any particular point in time, the relationship may appear quite unbalanced: One partner may be more nurturing; one may be more needy; one may be providing all the financial support, etc. But if both partners are loving, understanding, giving, dedicated and flexible, then the relationship can handle all kinds of ups and downs, and still be strong, exciting and, yes, romantic. The best relationships are well balanced. Not a delicate balance; not a static balance- but a dynamic ever-changing balance.”

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I Hate you BITCH!
Wo do you think you are?! Anyhow call people name, anyhow shout at people!! 
Idiot,crazy,stupid,shameless bitch!!
So shameless bitch always flirt with EVERY boy!!
Dont need your sacarstic, evil comments ar!
i seriously hate you! go die ar you!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am seriously mad, pissed off !!
i hate every single word tt come out from your mouth! i hate every single moved you made! Another word i hate everything about you!!

bored? Fun? -.-

Sec two camp! urgh! 

Idk weather its fun,boring,exciting anot? 

All i enjoyed was bowling ONLY!

The food was ****! -.-

Camp fire ssl. 

But i made alot of new friends there (:

Anyway thank you belinda for the 'thank you' card (: 

I'm gonna miss Joo qee! ): Cluster 6!!!!

I think overall i did enjoy myself la! (: haha!
First day of camp! 2 month! (: LOL. ♥

-Athirah

photos!

                    Public performance photos     :D          
                                   


                                    

             

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Hey there, back here to post after a long time gone missing.. (: hehe
Anyways.. public performance totally ROCK \M/!
Band we did it!!! wohhooo!!! it was a memorable day ! though there was tears tt day was the best day ever!

last friday, parents meeting day. Get back my progress record and i was disappointed. i know i can do better than this.! "ATHIRAH!! JIAYOUS!!!"  i will not give up! i will strive for the best!

i'm so not excited for tmr! Camp zz! i hate the grouping!! urgh!! _l_
lol... sigh.. but its okay lets see how will it turn out? well tmr is also a special day(like real) zz.
2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2  2 2 2 2 2 2 !!! :D
5.2.10-5.4.10 hehe:D LOL!


<3 Athirah :)

1 month!!!!!!!:D
5.02.10-5.03.10

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woohooo!

We are the world!

yeah.. band can play we are the world LIAO! woohhoo!! So nice!

7th night of jul here i come!

Fyi: i get 244 for my 2.4 mass run!! OMG! so slowwww!!!

haha! :D

Athirah cau! :D

faking a smile.

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong,

talk like everything is perfect,

act like its all a dream,

and pretend that its not hurting me. 

Eventhough i'm hurt/sad/angry or wadever, i will still give u a              

Friday will be our 1 month.. sigh.. i'm thinking of ending all this. well.. i noticed u treat friends better than me. i guess you should know wad to do. you don't need people to spoon feed you right?!

Its awkward and it's silent, as i wait for you to say. what i need to hear now is your sincere apology. if you text it i delete it if you mean it i believe it lets be clear! Sigh. Really downnnnn right now !

Athirah.