I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly. I want you to give me your hoodie when I'm cold. I want you to hold me and keep me warm. I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies. I want you to kiss me in the rain. I want you hold my hands and play with my fingers. I want you play with my hair. I want you to take amazing photos with me. I want you to come to my house and meet my family. I want you to lay in my bed with me and just hold me. I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly. I want you to tell your friends everyday how much you love me. I want you to write me songs and poems. I want you to watch the sunrise with me. I want you to give me piggy back rides daily. I want you to kiss my nose. I want you to wipe my tears away. I want you to swim in the ocean with me. I want you to tell me you miss me. I want you to drop everything and hug me tight. I want you to take pictures of us. I want you to take me on a picnic. I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters. I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me. I want you to smile every single time you see me. I want you to know how much I love you. I just, want you.

Sigh school reopen my feeling very diff de . ): i also don't know why LOL. I really HATE the SITTING ARRANGEMENT  !! i want sit FAR FAR AWAY ! ): sad le sad le ! this few days i very hyper thn emo or very emo thn hyper like wth ! Wads wrong with me ???? Sign sian sian sian !! i want to get back to my studies !! i want to focus on my studies ! but can i ??? can i ?? i scared i can't . wad should i do thn ?? ): very tired le. will post next time (: BYE ~

Class gathering was postpone due to the weather ! like aiyo.. thn went watch movie~karate kid at yishun . :)
School gonna re open in just TWO DAYS ! homework have yet to finish !!! ): i'm doom LOL !
bored le. didn't really get to enjoy during the holidays .. zz..
I love DISCOVERY FANTASY \M/ !! HAHA !! OH OH ! peilin thanks for stalking LOL ! i see your true colour shinning through !! HAHA !!

Band camp photo(s) !!

HOMEWORK HAVEN FINISH !
damn ! LOL ! holiday like not holiday lo ! So many band practice till no time to enjoy lo ): sad le .


BAND CAMP WAS AWESOMEEEE!!!! SUPER DUPER AWESOME !! HAHA !
Of course le. Band committee plan wan mah :) ^^ haha ! will post photo of it !
camp : Games, sectional,full band,drills
Second day of camp, during full band, didn't play well ); which made me thinks i'm a failure ! After full band, cried behind. Rebecca saw and talked to me. THanks rebecca :) Then sir saw, he said "its okay, his not angry wad so ever so why are you crying? i'm glad you cry, this shows tt you have a goal for something. its okay go for sectional and you'll be fine :)" Then went for drills ! \m/ :) went home,sam ask me why i cry . told him everything. and his reply was "Don't worry you'll do just fine. Don't worry. i will help you on monday if i come :)" Thanks guys for cheering me up ! i will not give up and strive for it ! i know zane played better than me but i know i can still catch up with him . I can do it and i will prove it ! :)

hello :) guess what? yesterday i slept at around 12-am woke up at 6-am !! Thanks to my headache. sleep again woke up at 6.30 then vomit... then feel very dizzy until i cannot sleep de.At around 7 plus weiteck msg me asking if we meeting anot? then i say NO =) haha.. Then few min later,my dear msg me :) telling me tt he on the way liao. Then i pei him until he's in malaysia and He's now off to malaysia ): Hope when he come back i can go watch movie with him..... Like many times i ask him out he reject lo ): for this one month we met only once de ): OH SHIT... headache again ! Pain le.Just now woke up also very pain de.. like gonna faint. Maybe cause yesterday i cried too much :x I'm hungry !! ): haven eat my lunch yet.. can you hear my stomach is making noise?? LOL.. better eat ba :) Dear told me to eat all my meals ma :)) k gonna eat now bye ! :)

Simply Horns & friends concert was AWESOME ! :D
Gosh the flautist so pro !! *jealous* :b
First time reached home till so late 12am -.-
hehe.. but FUN le.. :)

whoots one week no band :))
No band + no plan = BORING !!!!
aiyo when no band no plan... when got band got plan... like wth !!
zz.. looks like i'm gonna do homework nia.. sian leh... hiaz..

Can't wait for the class outing. hope it will turn out well..
"i hate getting excited about something but in the end not happening" !! like wth lo....

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i don't know why after i came back from the library with weiteck and sunny, i have no mood.
My mother just called me. She knew that i'm not in a good mood. She thought i argue with sunny but i told her no..i also don't know why i bad mood. then she kept on asking me why why why. And i suddenly cry.. Crying as if i was hurt by someone..
zz. not in a good mood bye!

feels neglected..
I'm stating the fact! i am not sensitive or wad so ever !! 
As a parents, you should never neglect any of your children!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why you treat him better than me????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why can't you give the same amount of love for the both of us????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY WHY WHY WHY???!!!!!!!!!!!
It is really OBVIOUS you are biased !!!!!!! you show favoritism!!!!!
Telling and expressing my feelings abt this to my friends is no used !! They wouldn't understand !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY DON'T KNOW WAD TO DO !!!! 
I'M SO LONELY AND SAD !! 

You left liao. I'm wondering wad are you doing there now.. 4 days only(but still quite long for me).
Yesterday you said goodbye, today you said another goodbye.. , its like you're leaving me forever ); with all the 'goodbye(s)' and 'iloveyou(s)' and its making me feel sad :(
every single day, you'll msg me.. and every single night you will say "goodnight sleep well, i love you very much!!"
but not for today,tmr,thurs and fri i will not be receiving any of it ): 
I will be waiting for your msg when you're back ! 
Frankly speaking i miss you !