Friday, February 18, 2011

I felt relief after giving the letter to Mr Oh. Now i just have to wait for his reply tomorrow. And tmr is band exchange.. I scared i need to conduct the band :( haiz... Now i am not diyana's house watching movie :) its so nice :) i am going to lend her DVD and watch at home :) haha. All seemed so nice :) haha. :) i have tons of homework sia :( darn it :( haiz..
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Thursday, February 17, 2011

ARGH.. Today was such a bad day for me... i guess..
I heard rumors that.totally spoils my mood . I get 14/15 for chemistry :x i get 29/40 for math and 8 marks gone for such a careless mistake ! I have to re-take my scales ! And among all this i was totally upset when i have to re-take...... Assistant concert master can FAIL . HILARIOUS ! feel like steeping down from being a CM. i am not fit to be given as that role. I would not have cried badly if i was just a normal band member and if i was told to re-take.. i rather be a normal band members and make mistakes... i am now given a title of "Assistant concert master" and yet i can fail my scales.. what will ppl say? i have ppl saying "like this can become concert master?" it discourage me alot from doing things i want and it can also affect me from doing well in band. And before going for the test, i have ppl saying " i hope you fail. Just now lo hei, i keep toasting and say;Hope athirah fail audition ! " instead of wishing me luck . I know for myself that i would not be a good CM. i know my strength and weaknesses. What on earth the teachers sees in me?! There is people out there who wants and fit to be a CM ! Should i really step down.... this might just be the first level... but if i keep on hang in there, when i know i can't, it will be even harder for me if i am at the higher level... :'(
shall not say anything liao.. BYE~

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

What a very tiring day at sch... Now my irritating brother pissed me off. -.-
Yesterday audition have not finish 0.0 :) so will continue on thursday :) will chiong all the notes on thursday again :o just now tdd.. Bandage... Aiyoyo... Bored lo ~ haizz sian. Don't feel like blogging le. Totally pissed with my irritating brother now -.-

Things can't and will never remain the way we want or the way it is.. Haizz ~ there is sure something that blocked our way frm achieving the things we want..
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Sunday, February 13, 2011

Tmr Monday = Food rationing day -.- , stupid valentine day -.- , Damn audition day -.-  
~haizz~ Total worry about tmr audition o.o despite knowing all the scales, something bad can happen if it meant to happen. Jiezhi don't even know the scale O.o wth.. Freaking worry :x please Wish me luck :) 
Hope tmr Mr Faizal come school ! I don't want Mdm Julaina taking over our class again ! She took almost 15 min of our lunch break last thursday ! :< 
lols bye ~

Friday, February 11, 2011

O.o just came back frm my brother's school :) oh just now doctor scold me for not listening to him :( eating apples will not keeps the doctor away :( haha. Going to meet him again in another two more weeks. Haizz. Sian.. YAY. Teacher complain bad things abt my bro :) nyohohoho :) serve him right :p i wander why she didn't say anything abt he caught cheating during exam. TSK. My brother is a bad brother afterall :p
I'm coughing so badly :( early in the morning, my voice was so diff. But now okay abit but it hurts :(
i am so bored :(
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There is nothing i could do. :( can't seemed to get along to that situation :( haizz..
Chem test was freaking easy ^-^ hope to get full marks (provided no careless mistake) :) my art piece not nice leh :( feel like giving up.... but i like the sun drew ^-^ nyohoho! It got his name in the sun :) haha.
I'm on my way to hospital :( hope doctor won't be mad at me lo. And i hope he won't scold me :x scared ltr he nag nag nag. Doctor oso nag, tsk. LOL. Aft that going accompany my father go my brother's sch for parents meeting session. YAY. He will kena scold for sure. I am sure his teacher will complain alot alot of things. I doubt there will be compliment. HAHA. pity him :) Lol. Okay bye reaching hospital le.
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Thursday, February 10, 2011

Ahhh.. Throat damn pain! Coughing non-stop! Making it even painful :( darn it! Monday audition :x will i pass? Argh! :( so scared and worried :( very tired and very sick ~ shall not post le. Bye :)
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Wednesday, February 9, 2011

My throat is pain . Ahhh . I think i am going to have fever soon . :(
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Oh my i feel so sick! My eye is pain! Sore throat + cough and flu make it worse! :( haizzz... This has not been concentrating well :( phone keep on vibrating :x irritating! Haiz..

There's nothing i could do. I don't like you and i can't accept you and thats the fact. Your just my cousin and only COUSIN.. I don't wish to go beyond..
Sorry..
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Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Yay! My phone is back to normal :) unfortunately everything is gone :( all pictures,music and games GONE ! :( Darn it.. Haizzz.
Yay tmr essay test :) weee ~~
Oh yesterday, i conduct the band!! Yay! Ahaha.! So fun! This time round i did not feel nervous :D yay! Then the horns played birthday song for sir! So touching! Haha! At the end, sir blew the candle :) and i get to eat a piece of it! So damn nice lo!! Hmmm... Carving it now 0.0 hahaha!! Okay bye~
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Sunday, February 6, 2011

YAY! Finally home sweet home :D 
5 days 4 night at Malaysia :O
First two days we were at Melacca. Spent our night staying at kampong :D both bored lo :( but we did some shopping and walk about here and there. Been waking up damn early everyday because there's a chicken ! LOL !
Third day fun :) spend a night at semi detach house. We did lots of activity there :) played a badminton match, wash car, watch movie . It was fun spending a day with them :) never expect them to treat me like that :o so nice of them ^^ Wish could stay longer with them there :( Thanks Ridwan for making my phone gone crazy ! :(
The forth night, we slept at condo. And now SINGAPORE :D 
bought souvenirs for my beloved WONDERFOOLS <3 YAY ! :D
Now phone sotsot le :( worried :(

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Just woke up from a very super nice sleep :D haha. Today's celebration was so not fun :x LOL. i only enjoyed when we were in the class :)  Anyway HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL CHINESE PEOPLE :D GONG XI FA CAI :D ANG BAO LAI KEI WO HOR ! :D 
There is a change of plan :( and i am leaving Singapore tonight. Which is in few hours time :(
i am done packing my things. :D last minutes de ^-^ nyohohoho. BORED~~~~~~~~ haizz..

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

My family members is busy packing their stuff now. My mom nag at me for not starting packing -.- i don't even want to go lo.Now that i pack, she is so fussy.Damn pissed off sia. You ask me pack, now that i pack, you say bring this instead of this la. Mind as well you pack for me -.- argh. We leaving on thursday morning leh, so kan chiong for what? As if we are leaving in two hours time. Still got tmr. -.-
What a very good start on the 1st of FEBRUARY -.- bad day/mood in sch and now same goes at home -.- nice one -.- !!!!!!!
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I am now at diyana's house watching Ponyo :) the movie so nice :) wish you were here beside me......
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I am currently in sch now. And i am bored waiting. Aiyo...
Just now After lunch, i went to class and i cried silently. Idk why i was crying. I felt so pain and i could not stop crying. Even aft mdm saratha came into the class, tears still wanting to fall but i stop myslef. Aft sch i went to the hall and play piano which is spoiled -.- and i cried again :'( seriously could not help myself.....
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